Being-a-loser-that-kind-of-thought

Haih. It's been about more than 10 days i've been back, again at home. But, it seems like, i cudn't even finish my past year papers, ranging from mathsy C4 to tidious D1. That's really torturing me with the fact that I cudnt earn even a single bit of determination to do things in me. Added with my younger sisters' fight over almost every day, making it such a daily routine to watch and hear them fighting. Haven't been telling u guys about the cracky-just-wait-separate marriage of my sis, just because of the queen control-busy body mother-in-law, what a pity that my sis got that old wreck bitch.AJA AJA :P

Despite all these disruptions and distractions, I'm never get affected, yeah a little bit, but that doesn't affect change hugely. I was some kind of person that sometimes really could handle myself really well when it comes to external distracting factors. Nevertheless, I am still fighting with my own is for me to sit down for long time, and tryna revise and study some books as my 4-paper-exam are seriously approaching near me in next january.It scares me to death as C3 and C4 are like solid determinant to get A* in Maths,(well, i got aim to achieve one A*,at least).

I've not been really productive since the very first day i stepped my feet on my homeland. Okay, what i was thinking is that to have someone guard me, and sit next to me, and instruct me with my revisions as well as past year questions that bloody need to be completed.In that way, I would finish doing those stuffs when there's someone that's regulating me.

Ahh i've been mumbling too much about my own.Until i forgot the role of each of us, Muslims, to be a khalifah upon this world.

Maybe i just need to get started tonight, there will be no need to go back to front house, i'll just be better off staying at second house and doing my high-focus revision over there.

Ok, actually i drove to immigration office last morning to make my brand new passport, but sadly, i got rejected(not really though). Actually the office cute guy has asked me to bring my scholarship offer letter so that i would get half price, reduced from RM300 to RM150.Wow, that's like a real saving for the period of 5 years being at foreign land.

Yada-yada i nak pegi umah belakang,sleep tight tight yer. Chill Yo!!!

Note obsession !!!!!

Recently i've been poured with tonnes of videos about so-called variety of smartphones in the market. And yeah, i finally interested in one real fantastic Android, which is Samsung Galaxy NOTE!!!!

Arghhh!!! I seriously cannot tahan by just watching all those review & hands-on videos revealing the aweshumm-ness of fabulous note. Ohmaigodd. I somehow think that this would be the 1st(FIRST)  phone that i attracted with <3.

Just take a glance about how nice this gadget is~

Introductory video : GALAXYYY NOTEE! :D

They would also include the 'S Pen' which you could easily draw anything on the screen. Here the review on it.

SPECIFICATIONS

Network

HSPA+ up to 21Mbps 850/900/1900/2100

4G LTE

EDGE/GPRS 850/900/1800/1900

※ Network differs by country

Processor

1.4GHz Dual Core Processor

Display

5.3” WXGA (1280 x 800) screen*

HD Super AMOLED

Platform

Android™ 2.3(Gingerbread)

Camera

Main(Rear) : 8 MP with LED Flash / Front : 2 MP

Action Shot, Beauty, Panorama Shot, Smile Shot

Video

1080p Full HD video recording & playback

Recording: 1080p@24~30fps/

Playback: 1080p@30fps

Codec: MPEG4/ H.263/ H.264/ DivX, Xvid, WMV, VC-1

Audio

Codec : MP3, AAC, AMR, WMA, WAV, FLAC, OGG

Music Player with SoundAlive

3.5mm Ear Jack, Stereo FM Radio with RDS

Multi Input

Full touch

+ S Pen (Advanced smart pen)

Connectivity

Bluetooth^® technology v 3.0 + HS

USB 2.0 HOST

Wi-Fi 802.11 a/b/g/n, Wi-Fi Direct

Sensor

Accelerometer, Digital compass, Proximity,

Barometer,Light

Memory

16GB Internal memory

+ microSD (up to 32GB)

Size

146.85 x 82.95 x 9.65 mm, 178g

Battery

Standard battery, Li-on 2,500 mAh

Value-added Features

Samsung Touchwiz/ Samsung Live Panel UX

S Memo/ S Planner/ S Choice (Apps for GALAXY Note)

Samsung Apps

Samsung kies 2.0/ Samsung kies air

Social Hub, Readers Hub, Music Hub

Google™ Mobile Services : Gmail™, Google Talk™,

Google Search™, YouTube™, Android™ Market,

Google Maps™ with Google Places™ and Google- Latitude™

A-GPS, Glonass

Large & immersive screen with smartphone
portability
Full screen utilization for fast and effective tasking
Free capturing and creation
Powerful performance

5.3” large screen + Light & thin design The 5.3" display is the largest screen size with smartphone portability which allows you to see more and do more, while on the go.

The 1st HD Super AMOLED display The world's first 5.3" HD Super AMOLED display, provides you with an expansive high-resolution screen for an immersive viewing experience.

Minimum screen scrolling & transition By fully taking advantage of the 5.3” screen, you will be able view more in one glance with minimum scrolling and screen transitions.

S Planner: Smart & Intuitive scheduler The S Planner, provides you the tools to manage complicated schedules in an easy and intuitive way.

The best multi-input experience on the go
The GALAXY Note provides you with the ability to freely capture and create ideas anywhere and everywhere. The S Pen is combined with the full touch screen to create a best-in-class mobile input experience. It is the most advanced pen input technology featuring an array of functions including pressure sensitivity, preciseness, speed and more. With the S Pen, you can easily sketch drawings or write notes with increased accuracy and ease. Also, the S Pen functionality is deeply integrated into the GALAXY Note’s native applications to provide a richer interactive experience.

S Memo: S Pen optimized advanced memo
The S Memo lets you record all forms of ideas instantly and freely. A quick memo can be taken from any screen to capture your ideas before they float away. Those ideas along with pictures, voice recordings, typed text, handwritten notes or drawings can be captured into S Memo, to be edited, annotated and shared as desired.

Instantly Capture and Annotate Any Screen
Any screen can be instantly captured and annotated in detail. In addition, captured screens can be freely cropped in any shape or form using the precision S pen.

Expressive personalization of photos and videos You can easily personalize photos and videos using the advanced S Pen. You can scribble in personalized notes and drawings on your memories of precious moments such as family outings, a baby’s first walk and many more.

Rich communication of ideas and emotions Communication is no longer limited to just text. You can draw and send your ideas, emotions and more via text messages, emails and Samsung’s ChatON communication service.

More info about Note, check this out!! :D

Advanced 8MP camera With the powerful camera feature, you capture the world’s every moment in deep detail. Also, using the vivid and large display, you can easily review photos and show them to your friends.

A 2500mAh battery The strong battery prolongs your GALAXY Note experience, letting you enjoy all the features that it has to provide.

HSPA+ 21Mbps or 4G LTE

1.4GHz dual core processor Experience the unrivaled web & application powered by lightning fast network speed (HSPA+ up to 21Mbps or 4G LTE) and 1.4GHz dual core processor

Comprehensive security capabilities - MDM (Sybase Afaria)     - H/W encryption (Samsung ODE) Business users can access to enterprise assets securely. Samsung Security solutions cover all data such as contact names and numbers as well as e-mail, email attachments. Also, it provides security capabilities to ensure that mobile workers enjoy an up-to-date and reliable experience on the device.

Flexible and reliable messaging  - Messaging (Microsoft Exchange ActiveSync) Microsoft Exchange ActiveSync offers optimized secure access to enterprise resources. It allows for real-time communication with employee phones to remotely configure settings, monitor compliance with policies, guarantee synchronized data safety and wipe or lock managed With Galaxy Note.

   

.Deja Vu.

It seems like the disaster is happening again, i can't decide for how many zillion times it has been happening & intruded my family members. The fact that the Yoona suddenly fainted & acting out of her control by slapping the dearly hubby, which makes them to decide to find the solid reason for that to happen.

Consequently, since Bruce Lee hasn't been talking to her & hubby for so long ever since they got married, i somehow think that she has been telling momma that Bruce Lee & wife were the culprits that kept causing her to faint, etcera. What the??

The only I could think of is to pray continuously to The Almighty Allah. Even if i tried hard to advise the two big people, it would be such a rare thing for them to listen to small & unimportant me. What makes me confused is just that, why must that Yoona must, must accused her very own blood brother for causing her sickness. Astaghfighullahal'azim.

Updates about me here, 2 weekends left and i'm heading home, again. Hope my presence would somehow would not deteriorate things up again at home, InsyaAllah. Seriously I hope everything would turn out better, so much better. Do something, please, the two big people.

Much love, may you all be blessed, InsyaAllah :)

Unrelated despondency.

Feels like slapping someone in the face. Anyway salam to everyone. Have not been updating since the past 2 months, i guess. Recently, I kept myself busy with all those UCAS stuffs. And alhamdulillah, up this date, everything's done. I already can get over it. Just pray to Allah that the universities would reply me as quick as possible. These are the uni (IA) that i applied to :

1.LSE

2.Warwick

3.Exeter

4.Bath

5.Lancaster

Not to forget my dedicated Mr.Hughes for helping me throughout the application process, eventhough somehow i was kinda scared of him :P

Maybe at this moment i won't have that feeling of slapping that someone in a face anymore due to some calmness that she've created. Thanks to Allah :D


I have no idea why but i kept thinking myself as a real loser this few weeks due to the coincident fact that i've not been doing anything productive. Eventhough all those academic books are scattered all over my study table, it seems like my eye caught much more attention on my shiny sparkling Macbook Pro, which always wins over my pity book at most of all the time =.=''


Considering that i don't need to resit any papers,(which i praise Allah a lot for that), but yeah I still have my C3 paper to be killed upon this next end of January. Hope everything will turn out really well, InsyaAllah :)


So now i'm back as i'm thinking rather than wasting my so precious time on that stupid social networking site, it would be a lottttt more better if i wrote on this site, where i could plan my targets, nevertheless expressing my own thoughts, so far =.='.
Just to let ya know that the thing that keep bothering me is because of that. The acts thee made cause some sort of itchy inconveniences which i could never forget.
Mode now : Really wanted to go back to my dearly hometown, Besut <3

Mom dad sibs nieces nephews in laws make my heart grow even fonder towards all of them. Till then. Salam. 

Don't ever forget that the main reason Allah created us all is to worship and pray to Him and be the khalifah upon the whole wide world, Ameen :)

Sometimes...

Suddenly i'm saddened by the fact that Ramadhan is leaving us creepily without me realising it. Its been about 19 days us all the Muslims been immersed by the barakah of this holy month. So now yeah we'll be waiting for the most awaiting night of the year, the night of Al-Qadr!!!! It will be on the last 10 days, which i afraid that i might not experience it by my own. So here the tips that might help me to hunt for that jackpot night where all your ibadahs will be granted with the pahala of thousand months doing prayer equals to 33 years.


Tips 10 malam terakhir Ramadhan

Bulan Ramadhan sudah hampir tiba ke penghujungnya. Wahai muslimin dan muslimat sekalian, rebutlah pahala di sepuluh malam yang terakhir ini sesungguhnya di sepuluh malam yang terakhir ini.
Pernah di malam itu al-Quran diturunkan dari Luh Mahfuz ke langit dunia, Baitul Izzah. Mukmin sejati semakin menggiatkan ibadah mereka khususnya di seluruh 10 malam terakhirnya, yakin pahala di salah satu dari malam-malam tersebut digandakan pahalanya sebanyak ibadah yang sama dikerjakan selama 1000 bulan!
Itulah malam Lailatul Qadar. Pada 10 malam tersebut, demi berebut untuk mendapatkannya, Rasulullah S.A.W mengasingkan dirinya dari isteri-isterinya, beriktikaf di dalam Masjid Nabawi, beribadah dan bermunajat kepada Allah S.W.T sambil diikuti oleh para Sahabat R.A.
Diantara ibadah-ibadah yang boleh dilakukan ialah qiamulail, puasa fardhu, berbuka, solat Tarawih, tilawah al-Quran, berdoa, zikir, istighfar, memuhasabah diri, merancang untuk amalan diri dan sebagainya.

Beberapa tips dalam merebut pahala dan kelebihan malam Lailatul Qadar :
1. Bersedia untuk merebutnya dari sekarang terutama disegi keyakinan, kesungguhan merebut peluang tahunan ini dan merancang kalender harian agar mengosongkan 10 malam-malam terakhir tersebut untuk tujuan itu semata-mata; tidak untuk kesibukan lain.
2. Memahami bahawa dimana jawatan, kedudukan dan kesibukan kita di dunia ini, tujuan utama manusia dijadikan ialah untuk beribadah kepada Allah S.W.T dengan penuh keikhlasan, bersedia untuk hari (Akhirat) yang tiada gunanya lagi harta dan anak-anak, melainkan orang yang bertemu Allah dengan hati yang sejahtera.
3. Putuskan dari sekarang masjid mana yang akan kita gunakan untuk iktikaf, siang dan malam, samada sebahagian atau 24 jam sehari. Pastikan AJK masjid tersebut memahami ibadah iktikaf dan qiyamullail 10 malam terakhir agar tidak berlaku masalah pengurusan dengan mereka yang tidak memahaminya.
4. Dapatkan teman agar sama-sama dapat melakukan ibadah tersebut secara berjemaah.
5. Jika anda bekerja di bawah majikan, kenalpasti hari-hari yang akan dimohon cuti agar dapat lebih hari untuk beriktikaf di masjid. Jika anda tidak dapat mengambil cuti kerja, anda boleh cuba berktikaf di masjid sepenuhnya dalam cuti hujung minggu pada hari Sabtu dan Ahad.
6. Jika anda seorang pelajar, cuba habiskan kerja-kerja rumah atau assignments dari sekarang agar tidak tertimbun pada 10 malam terakhir Ramadan. Beli tiket balik kampung lebih awal agar tidak disibukkan mencari tiket nanti.
7. Bersedia untuk Aidil Fitri lebih awal agar kita tidak disibukkan nanti dengan membeli belah, memasang langsir, membuat kuih-muih, menyiap atau menjahit pakaian Raya dan sebagainya seperti yang sering berlaku pada ramai orang yang kurang memahami dan menghayati kelebihan 10 malam terakhir Ramadan.
8. Memahami bahawa asas perubahan ke arah kebaikan pada seseorang bahkan pada sesebuah umat ialah pembaikan jiwa yang ada di dalam diri masing-masing. Madrasah 10 Malam Terakhir Ramadan yang bakal dilalui boleh turut membantu mencapai ke arah perubahan tersebut.
Semoga Allah mengurniakan ketaqwaan kepada kita setelah menjalani ibadah di bulan Ramadan ini. Kita keluar darinya nanti dengan beroleh rahmah, keampunan dan selamat dari api neraka. Amin.

Activities i did during last summer break ^_^

1. Read False Impression by Jeffrey Archer.

2.Collecting durians at our own orchard, but sadly most of the times, the durians are being stolen by the non-citizen workers i might say who's working near that orchard :'(

3. Killed about 6 baby mices =P

4. Water balloons with nieces :O

5. River-sun-bathing with youngest sista

6. Visiting Pasar Sabtu Renek

See you guys for the next Raya & Deepa breaks. Sayang, till then ~