Unrelated despondency.

Feels like slapping someone in the face. Anyway salam to everyone. Have not been updating since the past 2 months, i guess. Recently, I kept myself busy with all those UCAS stuffs. And alhamdulillah, up this date, everything's done. I already can get over it. Just pray to Allah that the universities would reply me as quick as possible. These are the uni (IA) that i applied to :

1.LSE

2.Warwick

3.Exeter

4.Bath

5.Lancaster

Not to forget my dedicated Mr.Hughes for helping me throughout the application process, eventhough somehow i was kinda scared of him :P

Maybe at this moment i won't have that feeling of slapping that someone in a face anymore due to some calmness that she've created. Thanks to Allah :D


I have no idea why but i kept thinking myself as a real loser this few weeks due to the coincident fact that i've not been doing anything productive. Eventhough all those academic books are scattered all over my study table, it seems like my eye caught much more attention on my shiny sparkling Macbook Pro, which always wins over my pity book at most of all the time =.=''


Considering that i don't need to resit any papers,(which i praise Allah a lot for that), but yeah I still have my C3 paper to be killed upon this next end of January. Hope everything will turn out really well, InsyaAllah :)


So now i'm back as i'm thinking rather than wasting my so precious time on that stupid social networking site, it would be a lottttt more better if i wrote on this site, where i could plan my targets, nevertheless expressing my own thoughts, so far =.='.
Just to let ya know that the thing that keep bothering me is because of that. The acts thee made cause some sort of itchy inconveniences which i could never forget.
Mode now : Really wanted to go back to my dearly hometown, Besut <3

Mom dad sibs nieces nephews in laws make my heart grow even fonder towards all of them. Till then. Salam. 

Don't ever forget that the main reason Allah created us all is to worship and pray to Him and be the khalifah upon the whole wide world, Ameen :)