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Alhamdulillah i praise to Allah to let me still living in His magnificent world with all those countless plentiful of graces. With Allah's will, tomorrow I'll be getting my Cambridge AS results. Yeah it's such a common thing for u to be freaking nervous though, but as always, I couldn't feel that sense of nervous in me. I knew me, I was also behaving like that when I  were to receive my SPM slip.

Yesterday was my birthday.

But yeah, nothing to celebrate as i don't see any significant as well as relevant reasons of struggling celebrating it.

So, like everyday in the fasting month, I helped out my mom with her so called 'pulut kaya' kuih.

But what meant a lot to me is when i got free calls to Maxis for one whole day eventhough they gave me one day earlier than my actual birthday.

Would like to thank my beloved dudes huda, wada, alya, bna, waey, minab, fadz, oci, alyatira, for spending their times talking to me.

Not to forget those who wished me 'happy birthday' especially to those whom i'd never get to talk to. Hahaha. Somehow it's kinda funny though for you to not talk to your own collegemates. Errr :/ maybe not really weird, considering my behaviour that's not really easy to get into strangers.

One most greatest regret in Ramadhan, i've tried so hard to do tons of good deeds, nevertheless i still cudn't feel the aura of Ramadhan yet. Knowing it is such a hard thing to put your heart into it and also so that you can totally feel it with your heart, the sweetness of iman. Maybe, i should always make my du'a to Allah to give more 'rahmat' InsyaAllah.

Ok  this's the 9th day of fasting. Will be going back to ktj in 3 days' eventhough the preps and ps are still untouched. i know whatever i'll get for tomorow, i've done the best that i could i do and i still have Allah by my side if i always remember Him.

Recent interest (^___^)

Well Alhamdulillah I have just finished all of my CIE papers. Yet there are 2 more papers to go, which is Edexcel [C3 & FP1]. Yea so let's go straight to the point that currently  I was browsing through the pages of this Japanese-English mixed Muslim girl who have just converted few years back. Have a  look at the tremendous fashions and hijab styles done by her.
                                                  H  A N A  T A J I M A

i loveee thiss the mossstttt!!

She's seriously bloody pretty and stylo,isn't it? Anyway I'm goin to Pavilion tomorrow following Alia trip. So, now I'm gathering all my strength to start doing all the past years of c3 & FP1. Ok till then bloggie, toodles ~

Islam The Way of Life: Masjid Al Aqsa-------THIS IS REALLY SCARY !!!!! ALLAH SAVE US ALL.......

Islam The Way of Life: Masjid Al Aqsa-------THIS IS REALLY SCARY !!!!! ALLAH SAVE US ALL.......

Photoboothing with kiddos =S

 i had much fun snapping photos with 'em.Some are my nephews and nieces, as well as my cuzzies.

Versus.

Been hearing to numerous pretty little complicated things since the very first day I reached home. Yeah home is supposed to be the place where u can have the maximum relaxation that the best u can ever have. But maybe not this time, for me.

# Pretty shocked about men these days. The wife had been treating the husband so well that no words could describe the loveliness of the awesome woman towards that particular man. But still the man backstabbed the poor woman's heart, as if like the woman's heart is like the fragile meat can be easily cut into pieces. LOLs. Could not describe the painful that need to be borne by the woman. Moral : Appreciate your woman/wife. Never menduakan mereka.

# My dearly pretty 'ayu' cuzzie. Just imagine since she was young, her dad kept sending her and taking her everytime she goes to school. This continued until she works in one of the factory in eastern coast part of Malaysia. Then suddenly, one fine day, she found missing when her dad is trying to fetch her from her workplace. Guess where was her at that time? She had been married to a random 32-year-old-body-guard-guy-which-is-ewwww-so-scaryy. As usual,Then her mum asked help from my mother to go the new husband's house. Then make the story short, with the aid of police and religious department, the girl successfully brought back home. Still, she refused to eat for days, forcing the mom to force open her jaw so that the food can go into her mouth. What a life of a poor girl been kidnapped by random guy and denying the parents that had been taking care of her since ages. Moral : Kalo nak kawen tunggu mase sesuai and let ur parents know the guy first.


# My the other sisters found a note belongs to my lil sis insisting on how she love this male teacher at her school.LOLs she's just Standard 6 and yeah still she managed to express her feelings in a book which we stole it secretly from her. What makes it worse is when the mentioned teacher has already married yet being admired by this cute kid of mine. Maybe she will eventually forget that teacher as time passes..


# Being in form 5 would require you to work on surpluses, extra hard in order to gain more. Nevertheless the different thing happened to my younger brother. He'd always refused to go to school until his school sent us home a letter of warning due to him being absence to school for about 18 days. Every morning when normal students get ready for school, he will go and hide somewhere eventhough my parents kept calling his name to go to school, he ended up by not going to school, which for, that will make him happy. He will change to normal cloth and joined my dad's workers to go to palm oil plantation to pluck the ripen one or go somewhere else. For me, he doesn't seem like a normal f5 boy. He resembles a tough young working guy, instead he's not that mature enough though to face the life challenges outside the world.

Feeling exhausted :D

Anyway why on earth am I still awake at this hour??
Just got back home after about 10 hours drove by Abg Azri, my soon-to-be brother in law togetha with K Asma and Honeystar :)

Good night, Sleep tight, Don't ever let the bed bugs bite ;D