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Alhamdulillah i praise to Allah to let me still living in His magnificent world with all those countless plentiful of graces. With Allah's will, tomorrow I'll be getting my Cambridge AS results. Yeah it's such a common thing for u to be freaking nervous though, but as always, I couldn't feel that sense of nervous in me. I knew me, I was also behaving like that when I  were to receive my SPM slip.

Yesterday was my birthday.

But yeah, nothing to celebrate as i don't see any significant as well as relevant reasons of struggling celebrating it.

So, like everyday in the fasting month, I helped out my mom with her so called 'pulut kaya' kuih.

But what meant a lot to me is when i got free calls to Maxis for one whole day eventhough they gave me one day earlier than my actual birthday.

Would like to thank my beloved dudes huda, wada, alya, bna, waey, minab, fadz, oci, alyatira, for spending their times talking to me.

Not to forget those who wished me 'happy birthday' especially to those whom i'd never get to talk to. Hahaha. Somehow it's kinda funny though for you to not talk to your own collegemates. Errr :/ maybe not really weird, considering my behaviour that's not really easy to get into strangers.

One most greatest regret in Ramadhan, i've tried so hard to do tons of good deeds, nevertheless i still cudn't feel the aura of Ramadhan yet. Knowing it is such a hard thing to put your heart into it and also so that you can totally feel it with your heart, the sweetness of iman. Maybe, i should always make my du'a to Allah to give more 'rahmat' InsyaAllah.

Ok  this's the 9th day of fasting. Will be going back to ktj in 3 days' eventhough the preps and ps are still untouched. i know whatever i'll get for tomorow, i've done the best that i could i do and i still have Allah by my side if i always remember Him.