When dilemma hits me ^_^

Only the past few days that I had just realized that I only now have about ONE MONTH AND HALF before the dreadful 7 papers of CIE and Edexcel.Despite that, I keep busying myself with Athletics' practice, choir practice, French classes, PTPI's bazaar stuff and etc. Yes, i do enjoy doing all those, but at the same time, I think that I have not been focusing much to my studies. Okay, maybe i should have remind myself now that : I was always weak in almost all the subjects, so don't pretend that you're smart and grouped as those geniuses people. Sorry, dear heart, you WERE not. Consequently, this kind of people like, ME, by hook or by crook u have no other way rather than being a super NERD person, it's not really nerd, it's just you are trying to maximize your time management by doing    constructive stuffs, education, etc. Yea, no other way, Noraini darling <3 There's this one day, i was sarcasmly advising peep as thou hair was protruding at the edge of thou hijab. Guess what did i 'kena' back? So hell yeah thee think thee butt isn't smexy? I was like.......... what??Being a good thee, I kept my mouth shut, considering the fact i don't want to hurt anyone's feeling, I hate doing that. That was like one of the sinful deed, as for me. This case when u watch fancy someone and the moment when creepily moving over him how your heart wanted to explode!!!! Arghhh. Well I am such a grateful Allah's slave on earth, (im trying to be one) I would not go and bump thou on the head straight. U know the feeling when your dude prioritize other people's instead of u. Inside out u might already burst, but as u still have the patience left, u keep it to your heart.Yea that was how it goes, very smoothly and straight to the point. I'd always wanted to do the best and treat my special girlfriends to my ultimate consideration when she easily put harsh words on u. My heart would have break at the instant, but considering the fact that i hate to hurt people's fragile feelings, I kept, again to myself. And at the moment when the thou trying very nicely asking the thee pertaining solving question stuff, how you wanted to scream out telling that could you puh-lease answer it nicely same as the way thou asking thee. No need to mention the embarassing part  that thou needs to bare, all by herself. I pity thou, doesn't matter. This is where I'd like to concentrate the concept of being appreciative like what I've mentioned earlier. Nonetheless, there are still few creatures on earth that are still so not sure about their existence as a........

Well i still have loads of past years to be done. Appreciate the people you know before they become the people you knew. Love you guys <3 toodles (: