Eventhough the path towards achieving dreams seems-not-so-easy-to-go-through (mind my buat sendiri english), alhamdulillah, again to The Almighty, The Most Merciful Allah Taala for the continuous love and support that He never get tired of to give to the numerous creatures on earth, perhaps on the other planets, too?
Because when you have always make Allah as your loyal guidance, no matter how hard your life journey would be, you would still be able to go through it. Referring to my end of term break, the first thing that hit me was when i hear the crying of my youngest lil' sister, claiming that she had been bullied by her classmates, refuse to go back to her hostel. She've been rebelling and knocking her head on the wall which torturing herself really hard. Not only that when my mum kinda like not like the way how my papa yokkies has always going on and on to the kedai makan. Ahh actually i just don't feel like talking about, better forget it, as alhamdulillah everything gets much better now. Anyway tomorrow i'll be getting the bank approval regarding my firm & insurance university choices.Maybe like i would need to do another istikharah, in a way that i really hope could solve seasonal dilemma of choosing which uni to pursue my tertiary education.All praise to Allah,i've got the inner spirit & full enthusiasm to start study really smart for the upcoming June papers of Accounting, Economics, Statistics 3 and last but not the least easy, Further Pure 2. So,yeah i'll be fighting in the battle for the whole month of blessed June,to qualify myself to continue my degree in Accounting & Finance, Amin ya rabbal 'alamin. O'Allah, please ease my path towards seeking your knowledge in dunya and also in the world Hereafter. (:
Coming back from my 2-weeks holiday, i suddenly felt my heart was being torn out as i was thinking back about my parents back home, pondering on what they might be doing at the moment, how their state of health would be like.
