First post since i came here xxx

Been busy with coursework,assessed essay and i can't seem to escape through thin air so that i could just go all over to the UK. Less than 2 weeks from now, my friends and I will be heading to Eqypt for my very first winter vacation. After 9 days travelling around Egypt, if Allah wills will be joining winter gathering and huda from poland is coming after that. InsyaAllah she would like to jejalan around cardiff bristol and bath which 2 of the places that ive never been before. But ill try to bring the best out of it. Lately seems like im getting out of place just like nadia maybe bcoa because the unfinished tasks. Ok till then need to get back to work since its due this early Monday morning. Would love to post again next time since i have this friendly a Blogger app to go in my mobile
Tehee ♡★♥☆●●

Lovely people that i've got :p

# My endless obsession towards cupcake could never be denied by anyone. Lucky thing, umi got back from the curve and offered me choices of Cupcake Chic to choose from. And i chose the nicest one of course, Red Velvet!! (yummy2x). Thanks again & jzzk khairan Umi Najihah :')

Adorable red velvet =D

Looks how tempting it is,alhamdulillah anyway :)


# Was feeling a lil' bit lonely being in my room since in the morning, so nearing the dusk, i went downstairs and kidnapped Ms C's fat cat yet very adorable. I brought him into my room and let him play while i locked all the doors so that he cudnt go out of my room hahahaha.

# After coming back from breakfast, Nabila was like : eh, the flowers are so pretty. Nini u stand there and wait do u have a camera? I said yeah, go take it in my drawer. She ran and came back with my camera and hand, and acting herself as a photographer, asking to me stand here and there. Tadaa nabila took this but she refused to have her photo taken :/ 

My feeling now is just can't-wait-to-finish strong emotion. Hope Allah will ease every way of my life, till then. See ya' after S3 & FP2 dudes xD

Vibrant colours of so-called spring in Mantin =P

Decided to have have a mini photo shoot session right after finishing lunch with the sweet peep, Evelyn. So tadaa that's the turnout after editing some part of it, to make it even more vibrant.
So yeah 3 papers down, 3 more to go. InsyaAllah hope Allah will ease each and every phase of my path. Will be having BTN camp from 2-6 July in Meru, Klang and exactly on the 6th itself, will deviate to Lanai Kijang for BNM pre-departure camp till 8th July.
Oh and btw, it's 10 days left before i'm going home for GOOD, the cliche' expression that people would always love to use since then in KTJ to really show that, it'll be your very last day in KTJ. I just can't wait to play with the babies at home, especially my sister's new-born of Iman Irdina :)
And obviously to spend some time with my family members, probably i would like to have all 12 of them + our parents so that yeah, we could have some heart-to-heart talk that we've not had since- NEVER! Maybe that's one thing that my family lacks of.


Pray pray pray, being grateful, forgive people, be good, be more productive and tadaaa! =D

Waiting is a torture, yet it helped me a lot.

Been here in Alia's room ever since the study leave is on which was on 28th of April. So basically today is already 18th of May, which u could guess how many days left before my Accounting & the next day Economics paper 4 :/ There's about 17 days left before fighting for the battle of the brain.Do pray for me, that with Allah's willing that I could meet up the requirement and further my degree in The University of Warwick, UK, Amin ya rabbal 'alamin :)
Lots of things (emm oklaa banyak laa jugak) been happening throughout the leave where u need to study. Before that, this will be the my exam timetable for the next coming weeks ahead.


Accounting A2

P4-   7 June

P3-  12 June

Economics A2

P4-    8   June

P3-   15  June

Statistics 3       - 21 June

Further Pure 2 - 22 June

Glance of Warwick Business School :)

I pray to Allah that all of my peeps could also succeed in their respective exams, so that we could all one day, InsyaAllah could contribute back to our country, nonetheless by any means so that it would be under the path and blessings of Allah azza wajalla.About the previous events that hit me so hard were including the Bersih 3.0. The initial intention was purely right in order to clean and give freedom to the Malaysian election system as well as 8 other demands, which it seemed to me that the government would not do a thing about it. Consequently, there were few injured participants as well as police who were trying to go against the crowd with their teargases,shooting here and there etc. I pity those who joined, including my 2 elder brothers, as many of them got hurt as the polices beat almost everyone who went to Dataran Merdeka. Been living in this corrupted-ruled-government really pisses me off everytime i flip open the daily newspaper, how inclined and bias the information that I could always showing the bad side of opposition party.Ok maybe that would be enough for Bersih.Here's a summary about the rally. Bersih 3.0 : The Conspiracy

Oh yeah on the other point, Ms Campbell's leaving Alia house & KTJ this term, prolly moving back to South Africa and guess who, guess who? Yess Ms Esmeralda would be proudly taking over Ms C as a real dedicated beloved housemistress. Oops another one, Mr Suresh would be appointed as the additional Vice Principal, taking the side next to Pn Suria (pity her,how she must not that well till principal thinks someone needs to be there to assist her,hahahaha).Ok i dont really about about all those as we'll be leaving this term anyway, so no effect change on us U6ers especially :]

Ms C in the middle with CW & TC :] You'll be missed, on your cupcakes :D

I've been stalking denabahrin lately, mainly on her early-sweet-planned-marriage with this 26-year-old-quite-handsome-man. Oh yeah, she's just like me, 20!!!. Emm i might not say that i'm being jealous, i was just finally relieved that the people finally realize that, that love-after-marriage is what Islam have been teaching its followers, in order to behave well and get married, and again, behave well, and obey your husband, as long as what your husband says doesn't oppose what Allah has said. So, by having this my friend, Dena as an example, i could see that most people had the effect change of this phenomenon. They started to aim not to have any non-halal relationships before marriage, especially what have been happening now, couples, boyprens & gurlprens which to the certain extent, contradicting with Islam's law on the relationship between non-mahram. So I am asking du'a from Allah so that your marriage will always be under His barakah, Amin :)

The perfect beautiful handsome couple,proudly,married :')

Not only that, I've been adoring this one lady from Malaysia, currently doing Phd in Imperial in London, and she's got one real cute baby boy. Do check out her site here. She's got almost everything, alim, pretty, good looking & a really nice husband and yeah she's finishing her PHd in the near future. Wish you all the best kak Hana :) Wish i could meet u someday in London, InsyaAllah.

Successful mommy & academician :D

Changing companions sometimes was a good thing for you to do:) When you find that this group of people doesn't find having you as enjoyment or even benefits to them, might as well for you to just leave and opt for someone who really does appreciate you, just the way you are, and willing to mend any weaknesses of you secretly without gossiping with others first. What a shame on you!


Btw oh yeah i'm going back to Besut tomorrow, what a nice feeling is that! :D
Btw may Allah ease our path and difficulties while we are on this path. Hope we'll be blessed and under the inayah of Allah SWT. Assalamualaikum.

Life is interesting as it is xxx! :)

Eventhough the path towards achieving dreams seems-not-so-easy-to-go-through (mind my buat sendiri english), alhamdulillah, again to The Almighty, The Most Merciful Allah Taala for the continuous love and support that He never get tired of to give to the numerous creatures on earth, perhaps on the other planets, too?
Because when you have always make Allah as your loyal guidance, no matter how hard your life journey would be, you would still be able to go through it. Referring to my end of term break, the first thing that hit me was when i hear the crying of my youngest lil' sister, claiming that she had been bullied by her classmates, refuse to go back to her hostel. She've been rebelling and knocking her head on the wall which torturing herself really hard. Not only that when my mum kinda like not like the way how my papa yokkies has always going on and on to the kedai makan. Ahh actually i just don't feel like talking about, better forget it, as alhamdulillah everything gets much better now. Anyway tomorrow i'll be getting the bank approval regarding my firm & insurance university choices.Maybe like i would need to do another istikharah, in a way that i really hope could solve seasonal dilemma of choosing which uni to pursue my tertiary education.All praise to Allah,i've got the inner spirit & full enthusiasm to start study really smart for the upcoming June papers of Accounting, Economics, Statistics 3 and last but not the least easy, Further Pure 2. So,yeah i'll be fighting in the battle for the whole month of blessed June,to qualify myself to continue my degree in Accounting & Finance, Amin ya rabbal 'alamin. O'Allah, please ease my path towards seeking your knowledge in dunya and also in the world Hereafter. (:
Coming back from my 2-weeks holiday, i suddenly felt my heart was being torn out as i was thinking back about my parents back home, pondering on what they might be doing at the moment, how their state of health would be like.

Alhamdulillah Ya Rabb for this feeling :D

Syukur, syukur, syukur. That's all i could say at this moment for the endless love and care that He has given to me, indeed to all His creators. Talking about my university, basically i did not get accepted to all, as i've been rejected by Mr Lee Siang Eng ;) aka LSE and the dearest Mr Lembu (Lancaster) that refused to offer me A&F, instead offered me Management Science, which i'll never take that into account, it's out way beyond the course that i am supposed to pursue. Life have been a lil' bit rough, sometimes, for the past weeks, as conflict arising between my dear next door bath-room mate. After few compromising talks, we finally agreed to respect each other's right. And the saddest part is that i just got to know about how this person really thinks of me, something that couldn't make any sense to me. Been running through all those circumstances, i came to realize something, that i rarely ponder upon before. Everyone would definitely have their own not-so-comfortable-side of them that makes you irritating, sometimes. Yeah, to let the relationship/friendship stays longer, there is sometime that you would just need to ignore the pretty little little things that would annoy you, mostly cause you to be angry only at that moment in time. There have been cases happening to me, lately that taught me the value of tolerance whereby to not let the arguments from arising, that's where the time when you really need to test up your level of tolerance. Okay we now move to my university choices. InsyaAllah, i'll be going to University of Bath/Warwick as they will be my firm & insurance choice. But i haven't done istikharah yet, so we'll see how it goes. Anyway the best thing, i'll be going on Sat morning. Omg u guys just can't imagine how happy i am after not going back for about a month and half. Tadaa everyone, let's strive for excellence. I leave u guys with the magnificent views of Bath :)

University of Bath Management School.

General campus by the beautiful lakeview.

Pray that i'll make it into Bath, till then. Keep calm and remember Allah ! :)